Congratulations. If you set out to piss me off, to annoy me, to make me feel like a piece of shit - congratulations. You have achieved your aim. I hope you are happy with the result because I know 100% that I am fucking not.
I have such a seething ball of anger and rage within my very soul that I am having to expend every piece of my soul-power to contain it, otherwise, I know what will happen. I dont like it when I become nasty because it surpasses nasty and becomes pure evil. The downside to being so intelligent is that I know exactly how to destroy. I spend a lot of time destroying myself but I consider this a better option than venting my fury and my vengeance on someone else or something else.
Hypocrites and bastards - indeed. Respect? Fuck off and earn it. I don't ask for respect, I don't crave affection, I don't desire attention - fucking hell, I ask for nothing except the chance to be heard. I don't give a flying fuck if you agree or not with what I say but, if you don't want to hear what I say, get the fuck off my planet and don't ask me for anything.
Small word with big intention.
Whatever I do is never enough. Sad but true. So fucking what?!!! Once again I will be emotionally raped, left forlorn and telling myself that I probably deserved it, even asked for it. What a crock of shit. I AM a good person, I AM NOT some toy you can play with and dispose of when you choose. Don't like me? fine. Like I should give a fucking shit. Fuck off and take your misery somewhere else - misery loves company.
If this causes a tear to be shed, you have felt this way also. If not, this is a red dawn, a day where blood will be shed. I don't believe in religion but I would recommend praying because if I don't seperate myself from this anguish, hell and fury will be unleashed.
Silent screams - no more. Tears of blood will flow.
Have a nice fucking day......