viernes, agosto 10, 2007

The Time Has Come

"The time has come, the Walrus said, to speak of many things" - so quoth Sir Lewis of Caroll (fucking white rabbits indeed). Well, I guess it's Goths turn now.

I returned from Spain to Belgium in the hope of many things - and no, there wasn't any ceiling wax or bits of silly string involved. I had hoped to revive the career I had, meet with old friends and enjoy the pleasures of life - dining together, laughing together, drinking together, sharing anecdotes and just being happy.

Life, it seems, is not that simple. Yay, I got a groovy job paying shit loads of money, but that was boring as fuck. Yay, I met some nice new people but, the friends I thought I had, turned out to be 'different'. I know people change, it's a part of life but, you don't change that much - or maybe I just didn't see that clearly to start with.

I make and, will continue to make mistakes, I may be Gothic but I am human, unfortunately. I generally only fuck up my own life though - kind of like a gift that I have.

I would like to say thankyou to the people who have supported me, and they know who they are. As for the others in this rain sodden country, with your shit politics and dubious motives - I extend.... nothing.

Goth is leaving the building - and it will not be via the toilet whilst eating a hamburger.....

*lights a cigarette, tilts the bottle of JD before taking a swig and disappears back into the darkness where he belongs*

12 comentarios:

MKWM dijo...

Now you are truly worrying me, what on earth are you up to?

SusannahS dijo...

((Hugs))

Oooh, do Goths accept hugs? Maybe I should send a bottle of JD and a carton of cigarrettes instead?

Dip-Dop-Crabtree dijo...

Goth! Goth! It is only the fault of this time of shit! Goth stays and if are still sad you, yen has who have the so wide heart that we enter it without striking, has it it who have the so wide heart as we see that half...

But hunting thus your clouds... We know both that the world slumbers due to the lack of carelessness!!

SpanishGoth dijo...

Minky -> so you still read? I thought you were busy on a voyage of love

Suzie -> Accepted and appreciated - the hug thing I mean, not the JD and fags

Dip-dop -> worry not mon amie - se pour inquiéter est une tâche mais, parfois nous devons ouvrir nos ailes et .....

bananas62 dijo...

Gothman,
Sending you hugs and JD your way. Its sad to say, sometimes old friends change and you really wonder why you liked them in the first place. Hang tough my friend!

SpanishGoth dijo...

Nanas -> tx and don't worry, I'm cool thankyou but I do appreciate your concern :)

Cream dijo...

I've got une tâche...
And yesterday I opened some chicken wings at Nando's!

zoe dijo...

you will tell me when, won't you, goth ?

SpanishGoth dijo...

Cream -> they come in pairs you know, these mooses and their atachments

Zed -> maybe, or you can just watch the firework display

MKWM dijo...

I haven't changed that much, you know. Of course I still read you, Goth Master.

SpanishGoth dijo...

Minky -> that's not what I meant, I just thought you were really busy :)

MKWM dijo...

Not THAT busy, just very lazy and pretty much confused lately. However, I'm glad to see you're smiling again :)